Secrets (Draco x reader)

A few weeks passed and school was very hard. The new teachers were practically like hell and the school rules were almost as bad as with Umbridge (and believe me, that means something...)

Last period of the day was Defense Against the Dark Arts with one of the new teachers. Only now it wasn't a defensive class anymore, now it was just 'Dark Arts'.

We had to practice the crutiatus curse today and I already felt my blood rising but I knew I had to get through the lesson. Next thing I know, there was a terrified first year standing in front of me and I had to practice on them.

This is where I put my foot down, this was too much, it was inhuman. I was not gonna listen like a dull puppy and do what the boss tells me to do, no way. I spoke up and went in against the professor.

I wasn't the only one going in against him but I was the only one who kept going and going so what happend was that I got the worst punishment of them all. The first years got moved to the side of the classroom and had to watch the whole scene.

First, the teacher made an 'example' of the right curse on me to show everyone how it was done. Next, all students had to practice on me as well, one by one so I got dozens of crutiatus curses in a row.

After class, some first year Hufflepuffs helped me out before the professor could see us. They wanted to bring me to the Hospital Wing next but I refused. "No! I don't wanna see madam Pomfrey, take me to the Slytherin Dungeons instead. Please."

They did what I'd asked and on our way down, two Slytherin students saw us and decided to help. I think they were third years so I assumed they knew who Draco was and I asked them to go look for him in their Common Room. Not long after they had went in, Draco came out in a hurry.

"Omg y/n!" he practically screamed when he saw me leaning against a wall. "I look worse than I feel" I said softly to calm him down a little but he didn't believe me, obviously. "This is unacceptable, we need to get you to madam Pomfrey immediately!"

I grabbed Draco's arm to stop him. "No! I don't wanna stay in the Hospital Wing, I wanna stay with you" I said weakly as I felt my eyes get heavier and my legs shakier. "Be careful y/n" Draco said worriedly as he noticed that my state was getting worse.

"Okay, okay, ehmm" Draco thought for a second and spoke up again. "I think I have a way to get you into my dorm without other Slytherins seeing you but I don't know if it'll work." I looked up at him and smiled faintly. "I trust you."

Draco put a Disillusionment Charm on me and got me into the Slytherin Common Room. Most students were busy with their own things so we hoped no one would suspect anything.

For some reason Draco had a dorm of his own this year so when we reached it, it was safe for him to lift the spell after which he carefully helped me sit down in the bed. He helped me change into one of his shirts to sleep in, quickly got changed too and carefully put his arms around me to protect me from whatever he thought would harm me.

I felt so safe and at home with him, that it was easier for me to fall asleep, easier than it had been in weeks. I had no nightmares or sudden wake ups in the middle of the night but just slept well again.

The next morning was a Saturday already so we had no classes, good timing despite the bad circumstances. I woke up to Draco softly stroking my hair. He did it so softly that it felt as if he was afraid that I would break at his touch.

"Good morning Pup, how are we feeling?" he asked with worry in his voice. "I'm feeling way better already Draco, thank you" I said with all honesty. I was laying on his chest and my hand was resting next to my head.

"I love you Draco, so fucking much" I said after some seconds of silence. I looked up at him and saw a soft smile resting on his lips. "I love you too y/n." He leaned down to kiss the top of my head but I moved my head up to make him kiss me on my lips.

I quickly turned myself on my stomach as the kiss deepened and I felt his grip on my waist get a little firmer yet it stayed gentle. I got lost in the moment and unconsciously crawled on top of Draco. Our passionate kissing continued until Draco suddenly pulled away from me.

"This isn't a good idea right now y/n" he warned me while looking into my eyes worriedly "You're not in the right condition, it's not safe." I kissed his lips shortly and reassured him "I'm fine Draco and I promise I'll tell you if I don't feel okay."

Draco stared at me with worry and hesitation for a few more seconds before I decided to grind myself against him with a mischievous grin. "Oh you sneaky" he said while returning the grin "So needy and impatient." I nodded at him and kissed him again.

I instinctively opened my mouth so Draco's tongue could enter. I started grinding myself against him again which made both our breathing get heavier. Things got out of hand quickly and before I knew it, Draco was on top of me, making sure that I felt okay before he entered me.

I moaned out loudly before Draco shut me up by kissing me. I clawed at his back as he fastened his pace, making it hard for me to stay quiet. It was clear that he too was holding back his sounds so we wouldn't get caught.

It didn't take long for me to reach my high and right when I did, Draco came too. We were both panting heavily as we stayed in the same position for a minute before Draco pulled out and layed down next to me.

He pulled me closer to him so my head rested in his chest and we cooled down in each others arms. Never in my life had I felt so loved as I did in that moment and I knew that I'd never find someone who could love me more than Draco did.